Monday, December 10, 2012
at five weeks...
in this time of maybe, it seems i am living in the moment more than i ever have. maeve reminds me that nothing is certain and predictable. it is complete surrender, as we live from feeding to feeding.
emotions creep up and flood over me as this little one chirps sweet noises, as she gazes up at me when i feed her, as she stretches on her changing table in the middle of the night, as she arches her back when i pick her up from a nap (her little bum sticking out), and as her mouth moves back and forth in the air and her eyes get really big just before she latches on.
at five weeks maeve is changing and growing...and the same is happening for me and my heart. i am changing and growing.